The Secret Garden

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WLFC 17 What if I told you I'm not a mess rn?

WLFC 17 What if I told you I'm not a mess rn?

The "hot mess express" bandwagon + please enjoy my sensual Hallmark movie🎄

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Alyssa Kuzins
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What if I told you that I was not a mess?

What if I told you that I am so happy right now? 

That life is gorgeously abundant in all ways. That I am with a man who has me elevating to a new level of love that I didn’t even know I needed. That I just had the most luscious, slow rolling cervical orgasm last night while laying next to the Christmas tree listening to gospel Christmas music (I paint a picture for you below.) That I have a healthy savings. That my health is good. That I’ve got six besties there for me at all times and one in the making. That I love where I live.

Would you be okay with that?

Would you think I’m bragging?

That I am naive to the world around me? 

Could you be happy for me?

Would it make you uncomfortable?

Would it make you feel less than?

Would you feel inspired?

I think we need to take a discerning look at the “hot mess express bandwagon.” As I said in my previous blog post, I am so happy that I am terrified.

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